14 dec' 2009 marks the last day of first sem in massey uni since it is the last day of exams!! WEeee..!!! *claps* Hahas! Hmms, even though i know i won't do well in these 3 exmas, at least i know i've done my very best. Hmms, this somehow or rather closes the chapter of 2009 of uni life.

Yep. and i had nvr felt sO happiE before ever since 3rd august 2009 when the degree prep programme had started. These 4 mths of study isn't a smooth journey at all. In fact, it actually makes me cried alot and ALOT. really. It's an invisible stress. The stress level is so darn high and hectic. Can you imagine rushing through 2 tedious reports to be passed up on the same day with so limited amount of time?
My life has changed totally ever since the deg prog started. I used to be a happy-go-lucky person, everyday went to sch with smiles and laughters in my poly life, in fact just a carefree girl. Upon the start of uni, my life was so packed with mountainous reports, everyday was just so routine, 9am-5pm of lectures, and sometimes till 6pm (when having pracs) and 10+pm (rushing reports in common room). There was no time for leisure except few hrs of tv entertainment. It's sO much tougher than the 'o' levels and diploma days.

Well, anyways, that's over (at least for a moment). i don't know whether will i be able to pass the 3 papers, but at least i know i'd put in my utmost effort in completing them. Whether i am able to continue with the course, i'm unable to decide, so just let god decide my fate. But at least for now, i know that i'm in a right track. Since i've chosen this path, I'll continue this route.

thankew phyllis for ya oncoming encouraging words and adeline for ya concern and oncoming jiayous and luck. ^-^ truly appreciate it alot. Hugs! <3

well, i'd indeed gained fruitful experiences throughout these 4 mths journey. Never doubt yourself, if you doubt, then that's it. You can't put a limit on anything. The biggest thing is to stay positive and imagine that anything is possible. It had made me a stronger person. A few sentences quote from jolyn's note msg in facebook:

"A minor setback like this should not get us down. Facing setbacks are part and parcel of getting through life. Without them, we probably wouldn’t know what we are striving for. In fact, in life, nothing comes readily, not without having a great determination and putting in hard work, time and effort. Indeed, there is no fine line drawn as to how far you can go or reach for, for there will always be greater heights to soar up to, there are no boundaries! Remember, success only comes when setbacks are being overcome. Do not shy away from them, but instead, treat them as a learning experience. Strive to work even harder..."
(Ang Yi, Jolyn (2009). Retrieved December 15, 2009, from
http://www.facebook.com/notes/ang-jolyn/to-my-classmates/188021919938)

(Hahas, citation. shld apply what we learnt. LOL!)

Now is the time to play and nothing else. PLAY HARD!! I'll cherish every moment of this 2 mths hols! Yay!
gd nitez.

-signed- =]

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